 July 06, 2006 - More to come...thoughts at 4 am - July 01, 2006 - Pissed about being in legal - June 29, 2006 - A summary of things...good and bad - February 07, 2006 - A word that connotes a social climber - February 04, 2006 - Boy...you'll make some woman happy someday - |
APHIE'S RANTS AND PIECES
January 22, 2006 - 8:51 p.m. - When the yes' are so few anf far between If I had a dollar for every time someone told me No, said No to my resume or just plain said No to my advances, or to any other request of mine, I'd be rich. Sometimes the Yes's are so few and far between that you tend to forget if you've ever heard Yes. Or sometimes I think the people who said Yes, were probably mistaking me for someone else and said Yes, without meaning to. Because of that I have somewhat built this negative repertoire around me, where I am seeped in negativity and pessimism. It's part of the expectations of rejection or failure, or the brick wall, so much so that when it's removed I fall hard. I glanced the object of my affection, hos xmas pictures holding his wife. You could tell he loves her dearly and she loves him just as much. They looked good together and i looked foolish for ever thinking, or considering what could be, just like I have always been, foolish me considers a future with impossible you. How foolish, this must all sound. back track - fast forward - history aphie's chronicles - aphie's transcripts aphie's other personality - aphie's diary rings tell aphie you read her work - 
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