APHIE'S RANTS AND PIECES

picking up the pieces of a broken dream in whispers and shades

December 28, 2005 - Rob Thomas Concert Review - December 24, 2005 - shortest entry ever on nothing else but Love - December 20, 2005 - Hate it or Love it... - December 11, 2005 - Long time coming, but this is good - May 24, 2005 - Loads of gorgeous girls...not in here -

December 09, 2004 - 11:57 a.m. - Sunday Morning, rain is falling Even though it's been a while I still think of you greatly. Ysterday, I got Maroon 5's concert CD, live acoustic versions of only the good bits of their debut album. On Tuesday night, I stayed up to watch them perform Sunday Morning on Leno. Very good btw. And then this morning I dedicate one whole hour to browsing through MTV to watch some of their videos, (yes, believe it or not I do not watch MTV anymore) and then, some clips of a video I didn't know contained the lead singer's girlfriend. Very steamy when you get to know the story behind some of these videos. You can tell this is shaping up to be one of my fascinations, obsessional binges. Well, they don't call my website, Memoirs of an Obsession for nothing. But it kinda reminds me of the time I dreamt of Anthony Kiedis, and so it began, the obsession with Anthony . I still like him, I don't think about him as much, I respect and love his music and his performance spirit is so rejuvenating, but I am no longer as obsessed as I was back in 2001. Now, this time, It's Adam, and his Maroon 5 gang. This started when I caught their performance of Sunday Morning at the American Music Aawards a month ago, a performance I wasn't looking forward to, I barely watched but the music just seemed so much like me, what I like, what I needed to hear at that time, and it made me sit up and take notice, as if I had fought it long enough. Listening to the acoustic version my mind couldn't help appreciating--even though I hate to admit it, because the radio had played them to death that I thought it was an exaggeration of talent--but I couldn't help last night appreciating his voice. There are very few good voices in the music business. Stevie Wonder still remains the best male vocalist to me of all time. Sting, of course, AJ and Usher, come close. Craig David is pretty good too. And now, Adam something. I don't even know what the geezer's last name is. However, I must wrap this up. This is not really what I wanted to talk about today. I had other plans for this update, but I haven't obsessed about asnything in a long time, and somehow this feels good. Keanu will be coming to a screen near you soon. A whole year without any Keanu and lots of Jude Law seems a bit weird. You can't get Keanu, but you can get double excessive doses of Jude Law. Amazing. I also saw Closer over the weekend. Very sexy, very in your face kind of movie. It makes you wish you had a fella that could talk about it with you, a guy that sexually brutal, the language, the sexual tension, betrayal, it just makes you want to think, should I go home and wish I had someone, masturbate, or just thank God I don't have someone who would make me see myself for who I am in that type of way. It's just a rush of emotions when you watch that movie. However, that coupled with the new Adam thing, and watching that very steamy video this morning, I am just a jumble of emotions, I just had to write about it in my memoir. yes, I did get aroused somewhat, if you call it that, and it gets worse because it's raining outside. Very soon I won't have time to commiserate, very soon it will just be my mind and nothign else. Until then, there's Adam, Anthony, and most of all Keanu. Most importantly. back track - fast forward - history aphie's chronicles - aphie's transcripts aphie's other personality - aphie's diary rings tell aphie you read her work -