APHIE'S RANTS AND PIECES

picking up the pieces of a broken dream in whispers and shades

July 14, 2007 - To Loft or not to Loft -

March 06, 2007 - American sojourn -

February 15, 2007 - More Bad News...you'd think I'd be used to it by now -

February 11, 2007 - Corporate America Rant continues -

February 01, 2007 - Graduate Career Search in Corporate America is a Fucked Up Campaign -

January 30, 2004 - 2:53 p.m. - My body and my mind hurt and I know why


I am not okay

I don't think I ever will be

I don't feel betrayed

I just feel astray

As a pup who's lost her way

Knows where to find it

But is afraid to find the shoes to go this way

I am not okay

I have my eyes set on a prize

In the distance is the mind

Wondering why I left it behind

It beckons me at times

Then, I shut it off to yield

To an insane dysfunction of the brain

That I uphold

I have every thing to lose

But it's okay for this moment seems

To mean that I can touch that part of me

That has not been used

And it makes me realize

That's why I left it fallow all this while

For this cut seems to bleed as it pulses

I am not okay

What do you think?

Who would you choose?


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