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APHIE'S RANTS AND PIECES
2001-08-28 - 12:16 p.m. - Peace of mind on the web, don't we all appreciate it? Can't believe how much peace of mind I now happily maintain. Before I used to be bothered by little useless things: a) my egroup isn't sending messages. b) my site isn't getting hits. c) People aren't reading my fanfiction. d) or people re criticizing my fan-fiction, calling it names like childish and uninspiriing, and reeking of English mistakes. e) NO feedback on my stories. f) annoying people on mailing list who just eat under your fingernails for some strange peculiar reasons. g) Hatemails from people just because they don't agree with your side of view. The list could go on and on. But now, since I hence shut down the alleged AphysKeanu Manuscripts---that was the cause of all the heat and tension in my life on the web at a time---and started a new group of which I couldn't care less if it had 2 members, or 5 members one message or 10 messages in a day, and left all my Keanu/purely fanfiction lists, I have found peace and harmony in my websurfing. I have also stopped. Absolutely stopped writing fan-fiction---that reminds me I am yet to put up that message on my site---I shall no longer be participating in the penning down of my childish dreams and fantasies about some unknown highly admired stars. But I shall keep my site open, instead I shall concentrate on my first love: poetry. and develop my 2nd: prose, good story-telling, and maybe drama. I still surf now. I read weblogs, journals, surf diaryland, go through the list of rings on the webrings and cliques I belong to, I just do stuff. But my head is intact and i don't have to fight with anyone if I don't want to, and I don't have to give, or expect to receive feedback whenever. I am one. And that one is a magic number. So I have peace of mind. back track - fast forward - history aphie's chronicles - aphie's transcripts tell aphie you read her work - 
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