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September 15, 2004 - 9:22 p.m. - I heard there's talk of dreams There is talk of dreams. Oprah gives out cars and calls this season, The Wildest dream something, I am not good at titles. But it's supposed to mean, this is the season where she will make people's wildest dreams come true. It had me thinking about my dreams that is, if I were to write her, which I already know I am not, what would I say? I write to God, last time I checked He was answering some of them. I really do not have material dreams that someone like Oprah can solve for me. Give me a new car, that's great, but the one I have is fine *knocks on wood* I just feel that those people who received one really deserved it, just like giving money to the rich, not advisable. But there are other dreams that I sometimes think of, and wonder when will they be, will they ever be, will I be given the chance to let them be. Some of them are (these are the ones I can care to share, some are really personal and cannot be shared with anyone) * the most obvious one that came to mind. A chance to work with Keanu, that HBO deal to produce Simple Kind of Life into a 10/12 part series and have the Ke man actually act in it. One year in Los Angeles creating my one-hit wonder with the one man wonder, wouldn't that be great? We would be comrades, possibly friends, and hopefully I can get into that head of his and maybe he can get into mine. * The ability to have enough money saved up to take a one month vacation in Europe. Doing nothing, just soaking up the sights, the architecture, the peoples, the culture, myself. I could feel so revived, rejuvenated, and refreshed with the peace of another environment. * A job offer to work in the London branch of an International law firm for a couple of years. I would be treated like a visitor, a tourist, and respected as an associate. It would feel fine. And what if love finds me there, that would be good. But just that chance to work in another country, especially a country filled with my own kind, in a capacity I can enjoy, with people I can stand. That would be good. Tremendous, fabulous. I can't imagine how good that would feel, I can think upon it as a dream. There are more but I suppose these would do for now. You can tell they really have sort of the same theme: Me. My Career. My life. Adventure. But mostly have to do with me. Yes, I want to be happy. I heard there's talk of dreams, but for now, these are mine. aphie's chronicles - aphie's transcripts aphie's other personality - aphie's diary rings
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