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picking up the pieces of a broken dream in whispers and shades

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May 24, 2005 - Loads of gorgeous girls...not in here -

2001-08-23 - 10:33 a.m. - The future is bleak, I know because I am living in it


I watched the Miss Teen Usa Pageant last night. I felt so sorry for those girls. Why?

I felt like telling them, "No there's nothing out there, trust me there isn't. They lead you to believing that there is something in the future, hopes and dreams, and blah, blah, blah, but there isn't...so if you wanna do something with your life, do it now, if you want to have sex, have children, take a world trip by goodness do it all of it, do it now and do it as much as you want to...cos' as much as they would have you to believe that you should save your self, and your life for something or someone in the future, trust me I am almost a decade older than you guys, and there is absolutely nothng that you can do then that you can't as much as enjoy now if not more now with your perky breasts and 16 year old bodies...take it from people like Britney, she lives it large...so should you."

But they wouldn't let me say these things, afraid that I may need a shrink otherwise or a restraining order against the poor helpless tarts.

The future is my now, and for them I am living in it...I darn wish someone had called me aside and told me these things when I was growing up. I wish so much. I had the chance to come to the US when I was 12, I said no. First mistake. I had a chance to go to so many places I said No, I would do that some other time. I had the chance to live it up, and go wild and crazy...I also said no, I would be ruining my chances for the future. Hahaa, wish I could have consulted a "seeing future mirror", it might have helped some.


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