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APHIE'S RANTS AND PIECES
November 04, 2001 - 6:31 p.m. - reinstated friendship links should be severed I finally picked the word that perfectly describes my reinstated "friendship" with my ex: condescending. I talked to him for several hours online on Thursday evening (missing ER by the way)before I left the next day on my vacation up in the mountains. What did he have to say? Everything from how good it felt to be with me, how much he enjoyed sleeping with me, how he used to get excited just by looking at me, the great sex we created, everything, except, I am sorry, and I really really want to be with you. Every other thing he said didn't make sense to me, and it still won't. I could go blindedly and act like it never happened and take him back into my ahem...bed, but wouldn't I be the stupidest 27 year old this side of diaryland and farther. He is still with that girl that brought so much humiliation and heartache to me. He is very much with her and I am just a side order for him to douse his lips with while he waits for them to be reunited. He made that very clear from our evasive conversation, after hearing all that, what other word could describe such an indecent proposal, asides from the obvious---booty call---condescending. I felt so belittled and taken for stupidity, and the only civil reply I could type down was: It would never happen. Just keep dreaming about it, because that's as far as your gonna get to it. I'll talk more about it later. It's dinner time now. PS, I told him about Anthony Kiedis, because that day was Anthony's birthday. He said...well, I'll tell you what he said later, I just wanted himt o know he has competition even though it is not real life competition. back track - fast forward - history aphie's chronicles - aphie's transcripts tell aphie you read her work - 
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