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APHIE'S RANTS AND PIECES
January 23, 2005 - 5:10 p.m. - When there really isn't much to say... I had something to say, but I have spent so damn long on the computer tonight that I want to kind of round it up. Sundays are always very emotional days for me. Maybe because the next day is Monday ad you all kknow how much I hate Mondays, and then some. I feel especially emotionally wound up on Sundays. From the onset, waking up, the quiet of the day, the somber reflection of the week ahead and my mission is viewed with uncertainty, and I just wonder at that point why I can't put my finger on what exactly I want and why it seems to evade me to pinpoint these dreams. My personal life is just as boring. I am still searching for "the perfect job" and hoping that I don't lose the one I have even though at times, more than I care to think of, I feel like quitting it. I wonder what it takes to shut down from the life that you have and just hold out for the one you want, what kinda guts does it take. We live our whole life trying to keep it simple, in an effort to play it safe, and less risque. This isn't right? No one should be led into a destiny they don't want. Thank you for listening. back track - fast forward - history aphie's chronicles - aphie's transcripts aphie's other personality - aphie's diary rings tell aphie you read her work - 
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